Sunday, December 02, 2007

what happens next?

ahh windy sunny sundays. lovely.

i have walked away. i think.

it feels odd. it feels empty. it feels like you're stuck in a novel and you want to know what happens in the next chapter but the pages haven't turned. not yet at least. you're hanging by a thread of hope that things will go back to the way it was. but you wonder (sometimes) how things would be if...they don't. well, i walked away for a reason obviously. argh it's a matter of mid over heart isn't it? after all the things that he's done. like yesterday. mind over heart. but it never really works out that way does it? there is forgiveness. there is 'turning over a new leaf'. there is...ah i dunno. relationships and boys are weird. they are never straightforward, as blatant as the latter can be. bastards.

boy, i know you're growing up. i know you're trying to find your way and make things better. i know that you're intentions are good, mostly. but you've hurt me terribly along the way. and for my own sake, i don't know how long i should take this.




somebody come save me now.

Posted by s t a t i c at 2:49 PM