Friday, October 19, 2007

from now on,

1. i am not going to call anymore

2. i am not going to msg anymore

3. even if u call, i am not going to make any attempt at creating conversation topics, such as when i used to run out of things to talk about n brought up topics such as 'wad i did today n yesterday on a per minute basis', which i noE is extremely stupid to do. n i dunno why i actually resort to doing tt

4. i shan't talk abt more interesting topics either, bcz i have done that before to which response i receive vary between 'dunno' and 'anything', n sometimes 'ok'.

5. i will not wait for your call anymore

6. i shall take care of myself better, and love myself more

7. i shan't see ur absence as an empty patch in the fabric of my life. it is whole on it's own. rather, you are a design that i can choose to live without. i am whole.

Posted by s t a t i c at 2:03 PM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Hello
someone's in danger
she is falling to the ground

her wings are broken

why can't you help her?
you have something that she needs





FUCK YOU. i feel so stupid. so pathetic inclining to every impulse to give in it makes me sick of myself. so ashamed of myself that i'm bending my will like this to anyone. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU.





oh if not for love, i'd ave every right to HATE YOU.

Posted by s t a t i c at 4:27 PM