Friday, June 29, 2007

sherwin's going to church with his friend tmr. i'm feeling scared of course because of the risk tt we might grow further apart if he does embrace the religion. but mind over heart, it mite probably be a good thing for him if it helps him make peace with himself. or help him find himself. either way, if it mite make things better for him, then he shud give it a shot. another point is tt it's his life after all. n mebbe after this, discussing the concept of virtues n even God wouldn't be as alien. should look at things with an open mind ey? in any case (and since we're on the subject), up till now everytime we fight n stuff n i pray tt things get better between us, it does soon after. if fate has it tt we'll stay together,then we will as long as we try n no matter what.

gotta have faith.

Posted by s t a t i c at 10:01 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

maybe it's time i stopped pushing so hard for what i want n jz let them choose for me. the last time i tried to reason with them again n again, i messed up big time. why blow my chances again right? mebbe tt's what mum meant when she asked me whether i've learnt my lesson. so alright.. *waves white flag*... i shan't mention it no more. i shud begin wth my parents' good graces ey? unlike the last time. :/ shud make them happy where i can.

Posted by s t a t i c at 9:24 PM

Friday, June 08, 2007

hello! am supposed to be very very happy today cz i met my girlfriends n went shopping lots n lots of shopping n ooh such pretty tops n had so much yummy food n everything but now i'm sad! i'm sad i can't believe it n it's all bcz of his STUPID CAMP n bcz i miss him already n i hate his camp n his gay GAY BUNKMATES GAY GAY FUCKING GAY!!!!! >:'C

curse the bunkmate hu asked him to follow him wax his legs like WTF MAN WTF!!! n i said why dun u put lotion if it's itchy (bcz it's e skin tt's dry) instead but he wudn't! i'm so.......omg i dunno wad to say n this sucks n i wanna talk to him jz please have a spine and say NO to the gays! >:((((( if this keeps up mebbe he'll be more effeminate than me n my 'guy' will be no more. :'( so fedup tt i cudn't talk to him today all bcz of his fucking camp n his damn schedule n EVERYTHING. i hate it! i hate it!! been so fucking disturbed by the fact tt some guys in his camp dream of having silky smooth legs mebbe they wanna get a couple of minis to show em off too. FUCK U BITCHES! FUCK YOU!!! fuck you anti-social retards n there isn't a dAmn fucking reason to stare into a freaking POPCORN BOX when i say hi n if being racist or sexist is ur reason then just BURN IN HELL U NARROW MINDED FUCKER ur worth noone's time. or mebbe it's jz tt ur interested in guys n girls dun really matter.

i HATE them! i HATE them! and i'm not exagerrating bcz they're turning my bf into god-knows-what n oh dammit ns is such a PAIN IN THE ASS. >>:'"""((((((

Posted by s t a t i c at 12:55 AM