Tuesday, May 01, 2007

and then she walked away

no. bcz if i do,it'll be (partly) out of spite. and nothing good will come out of that.

sigh. rite now i'm jz frustrated, regretful and agitated all at once. i feel ungrateful, but the circumstances did jusify it. i know i have to look at the big picture, but when the little things come in the way what do u do? i want to know. and now i'm not gonna see him until nxt nxt wk...and to make it worse, our meeting today is on a monday which is the start of the week so it sucks worse. almost 3weeks.

and the truth. honesty is the best,yes. but the truth still hurts. and what hurts u will hurt me too. i want to say that i'm sorry it came down to that...but how can i say that when wad i said was the truth.

i hate it when i get sensitive sometimes. during those moments, the carefree part of me just vanishes. every word seems to weigh a hell load of meaning behind it and it just plain sucks bcz tt's e time my temper will get the better of me too. tch. temper temper huh? i shut myself up and then when i say anything,it's only to spout sarcastic remarks. i'd wish he'd say or do the things to make things right again, but after all, who's to understand what i'm angry abt when all i do is shoot sarcastic words and not geting to the point. sigh.


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always lifts my spirits this song. hah. bleah this is all so emo. but waddehey.

i shall miss him loads.

Posted by s t a t i c at 1:46 AM